My Last Post
Filed under: So a lot of things happened to me since the last I updated here.
Relationship
I gave up on a long term relationship of more than 5 years. While most people around me were shocked or didn’t know how to react when I broke the news and some were just asking questions because they were being busybody, I really don’t give a shit about your opinion. Nor do I feel the need to explain or answer to you. But then again I do want to write about it. So here goes.
The underlying reason is my own selfishness. And that is all. I had a great relationship with a wonderful man whom to this day and possibly forever will always have a space in my heart. Nothing is going to change that.
So I may regret this decision. So be it.
To this relationship, I only have good memories.
Job
This year has been exceptionally bad. The economic downturn and heaps of internal issues happening in our office, I thought it would never end. Can you imagine, within the span of 8 months, I have had 4 different bosses?
But despite all that, it has a been a great year of achievement for me. Many a times I wondered if it’s just pure luck and timing, and the fact that I’m Monkey in this Ox year. Always I have been told otherwise by my peers and immediate bosses that the successes I have achieved were all down to my pure hard work. To be honest, it didn’t feel like hard work. It was a naturally enjoyable process for me. Yes there were obstacles and challenges and utterly stupid people to deal with, but that did not bother me at work. Yes yes I rant here but that’s about it. For the first time, I think I have to say and it’s alright to say that I am very proud of myself.
With that, I have finally decided to move on. I finally quit my job. It was such a relief for me. Huge sigh.
And whether I will be successful (of course I do want to be successful) or if I fail, I know I have mummy to go home to. It’s just a job, right?
New Place
At the same time, I will also be shifting to a new place and staying with 2 hot girls, not a houseful of people.
New Beginning
And so I have decided, this will be my last post here. I have far too many memories to delete this space. At the same time, I also want to start afresh, like all the other aspects of my life.
It has been a pleasure enjoying your read-ness-ship. Thanks for all your comments. If you have nothing to do online, feel free to read all my older archives.
Till we meet again.
Really sorry for your loss(es), and I understand exactly how it feels like in the relationship department (although I am persevering).
Wishing you all the best in your future endeavours, and hopefully one day I’ll see you blogging again somewhere in the blogosphere.
Comment by Raymond — 5 Aug 2009 @ 21: 40.25
Wishing you all the best in your new chapter of life :)
wish you will continue to blog here…
Comment by hajime — 6 Aug 2009 @ 16: 54.02
hi jo,
take care and all the best.
Comment by qing ying — 8 Oct 2009 @ 21: 16.53